26.1.09

show me the way ~



At times so self destructive
With no intent or motive
But behind this emotion,
There lies a sensible heart.



out of touch, are we out of time?

So I'll hit the pavement
it's gotta be better than waiting
and pushing you far away
cause I'm scared.
So I'll take my chances
and head on my way up there.
'Cause turning to you
is like falling in love when you're ten.

23.1.09

we all need to find our way



well nothing feels real anymore
i'm not taking my time anymore
to show you how i feel
to show you who i am
cause it's locked away.


22.1.09

lostfoundbroken

'Annie, today I went outside and in the snow in the courtyard outside my dorm I built a replica of my childhood monster and wished you were with me. My snow monster was pure and white and guiltless, and I looked at it, Annie, and it struck me that it can never turn black and ugly like the monster of my childhood, because what is guiltless about it is what it is, not necessarily what it does. Even if sometimes what it does is bad, or cowardly, or foolish, it itself is still okay, not evil. It can be good, and brave, and wise, as long as it goes on trying. And then, Annie, I tore the monster down, and wished again that you were with me ...'