come on & hold me still

~

I'll still dream of brighter days.

hoy me siento solo sin ganas de levantarme
me siento vacio creo que algo me falta
intento y no puedo sacarte de mi mente
y pensar en el momento en que nos encontremos los dos.
recuerdo el momento en que nos conocimos
¿quien hubiese dicho qe todo terminaria asi?
y estando juntos sabemos que la pasamos bien
pensa en lo bueno y nuevo que puede suceder.
lo unico que quiero es estar a tu lado
y dormir contigo para que soñemos juntos
si te llamo es porque me interesas mas que nadie
eres tu el angel que el corazon me ha robado .-

esa cancion es tan cursi n__n' lastima qe hayan sacado el video .-. sabado ♥ ~

falling apart.

Exhausted.

Drained.

Darkness.

Spinning.

Noises.

Voices?

... A blur fuzzy at the edges. Focusing.

so not ok

definitivamente no estoy de humor hoy. im so overwhelmed. ya no se qe qe hacer con las tareas, los examenes, los parciales.. es mucha presion. obviamente, there's so much more than that. todos me presionan, no puedo ser perfecta. qisiera poder irme a cualqier otro lado donde no tendria qe aguantar toda esta mierda. sin medios de comunicacion, sin gente para juzgarme ni decirme qe soy tal cosa o tal otra. soy como soy, get over it. pero bueno, no puedo abandonar todo y listo. por eso siempre termino recurriendo a lo mismo, aunqe se qe no esta bien. podria practicamente remplazarlo por un hombro en el cual llorar, pero no es suficiente. ahora no tengo mucho qe perder, pero es solo el principio de todo lo qe voy a vivir. espero qe se ponga mejor con el tiempo, y qe algo de lo qe hago funcione para no tener qe actuar tragicamente tan seguido. ~

you're worth it.-

I’m tugging at my hair
I’m pulling at my clothes
I’m trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I’m staring at my feet
My checks are turning red
I’m searching for the words inside my head
Cause I’m feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you’re worth it
You’re worth it, yeah
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I’m wishing my life away
With these things I’ll never say ~


ninakupenda ♥

im so lame

In the car I just can't wait
to pick you up on our very first date
Is it cool if I hold your hand?
Is it wrong if I think it's lame to dance?
Do you like my stupid hair?
Would you guess that I didn't know what to wear?
I'm too scared of what you think
You make me nervous so I really can't eat
Let's go, don't wait, this night's almost over
Honest, let's make this night last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever
When you smile, I melt inside
I'm not worthy for a minute of your time
I really wish it was only me and you
I'm jealous of everybody in the room
Please don't look at me with those eyes
Please don't hint that you're capable of lies
I dread the thought of our very first kiss
A target that i'm probably gonna miss ~ ♥

jueves *-*

do you feel the pressure?

Here's a thought, if you're willing to listen.
I only tell the truth of the feelings I'm given.
Can you hear me now?
Listen.
Whispers in the rain.
Listen.
Don't push love away, you know you do.
It's all we have.
It's a chore holding onto a vision.
Don't leave her high and dry.
She's the one you'll be missing.
Can you hear me now?
Listen.
Whispers in the rain, while you're awake.
Don't push love away, you know you do.
It's all we have.
I hate to think hesitation is a burden.
A bittersweet design for a lesson you're learning.
She's crying.
Can you feel me now this time?
Whispers in the rain, lying awake.
Don't push love away, you know you do.
It's all we have.

all that i need

There is always so much distance
can't but feel it somehow
And you have never ever felt it
like you feel it right now
I'm closing off inside
& it is only just starting
But you can't be close enough
unless I'm feeling your heart beat.-

it ends tonight.-

it's the last song that i waste on you.
this time, I really mean it ~

trust me, I will

As soon as I know how I fell inside,
I'll do something about it.
But right now I'm not sure ~

can you hear me screaming?

do you miss our times?
cause I just can't stand this,
loneliness is taking over me .-