Love is just a game

Cuando es perfect@, es de otro lado... y cuando es de acá, no funciona.

¿Soy sólo yo o el amor NUNCA es correspondido?

make it worth my time

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep

Tough we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes you so hard to stay
Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way.

I once was lost but now am profound

I'd be a lying man if I said that "Everything was fine,"
But sometimes lying's really the truth in disguise.
I've come to find my heart isn't right with my soul
Two different loves with a similar glow

I'm two steps away from my subtle smooth escape.
And opportunity is knocking on my door
I call in sick today
I regret all my mistakes
And opportunity is knocking on my door

What a mess I become
I'm not sure if I'm the right one
It’s not just me; it’s my whole generation.

road

Now I’m passing every street light with ease
the street signs are much too dark
to even pretend I’ve been here before
where is your hand to guide me close by mine
not a dead end no, not this.
This road goes for miles with no sign
will she be waiting to pull me off to the side.-

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I don't know about you, but to me it feels like being alone.-

and tonight..

are you giving up? please, give me a sign. cause i can't fell you close to me, don't make this just a memory.

falling apart.

Exhausted.

Drained.

Darkness.

Spinning.

Noises.

Voices?

... A blur fuzzy at the edges. Focusing.

all that i need

There is always so much distance
can't but feel it somehow
And you have never ever felt it
like you feel it right now
I'm closing off inside
& it is only just starting
But you can't be close enough
unless I'm feeling your heart beat.-

trust me, I will

As soon as I know how I fell inside,
I'll do something about it.
But right now I'm not sure ~