28.2.09

breathing out all my rainbows ~




annie, consume me
please take me away.

make me look like the sun & the moon,
shining in the dark with cosmic dust.



Let's make this one last this time




-
Still thinking of that night
when for a moment
I was your to hold
& I saw everything.


27.2.09

at last, just us



- you hold the key (': <3

26.2.09

Mitomanía



En mis sueños. Allí soy hermosa e inteligente, nadie puede ganarme; no hay límites ni barreras: todo lo puedo. Omnipotente, en mis sueños lo soy.





17.2.09

makes me ill

Sitting here wishing
the things I've become,
that something is missing.
Maybe I...
but what do I know

And now it seems that I have found
nothing at all
I want to hear your voice out loud
slow it down, slow it down.
Without it all
I'm choking on nothing
It's clear in my head
and I'm screaming for something
Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all.

16.2.09

jugando a ser invisible

a ver quién soy hoy. cada personaje no se distingue del otro, por más que alguno intente permanecer. ya no me importa. tengo hambre, tengo calor. quiero poder dormir de una vez. ¿por qué me hago esto? sí, ya se, es necesario. sino no sería yo. pero.. si ni sé quien soy.

this needy useless forgetting one ~

15.2.09

...and asleep i am your e v e r y t h i n g


Roll the clocks and be with me.
Our hearts won't race forever.
Now its time to be.
I sold you these words and I gave you my heart.

It's yours.

Because hunny if yours stops, then mine stops and
everything else stops.

You better stop wasting your time around my dreams.
And baby if you stay, well then I'll stay and
everything else stays the same.

You better quit playing around with our dreams.

Don't lose yourself in dreams where you can run away from me.
You're not protected from these arms of jealousy.
I am jealousy.
The more you run the more speed that you give me.
Wherever your heart is that's where mine will be.



- teamomuchoesposamia<3

10.2.09

undergo

Let me awake from the bed of fainted leaves
bliss or obsession, turning back to the start of it all
A dusty chain and I'm trapped in here by the silence of illusion.
Ruin me green essence.
Pretend not to know me, then you wouldn't regret
when you find out all of my pestilent insides.

collapse~

who have i become?

taste it.
then you waste it, throw it all away.

x

aren't we the perfect mess.-

c o n c e n t r i c a l

I want to be fit to take your breath and exhale a resolution
I want to be fit to sing along with a pair of sunset lungs
where do you walk, where do I taste the wind behind you
I lose my vail in hopes that you will stare right trough me4~

luvyouMORE (':


3.2.09

make it worth my time


It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep

Tough we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes you so hard to stay
Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way.



1.2.09

I once was lost but now am profound

I'd be a lying man if I said that "Everything was fine,"
But sometimes lying's really the truth in disguise.
I've come to find my heart isn't right with my soul
Two different loves with a similar glow

I'm two steps away from my subtle smooth escape.
And opportunity is knocking on my door
I call in sick today
I regret all my mistakes
And opportunity is knocking on my door

What a mess I become
I'm not sure if I'm the right one
It’s not just me; it’s my whole generation.