Inside, then outside for good

~ Did you really think it was gonna end, just like that?

These calories are, are killing me

ST_RV_NG F_R P_RF_CT_ _N.

(The social scene where she gets her fix
Has been broken since '86
Now just look at that social clique
Do you really wanna be a part of it?
Let's not let us forget
Where she gets the habit
She gets the pills from her skills
She gets the skills from the pills
And just look at that clique
Do you really wanna be the star of it?)

Cyanide

She stared at the floor and said:
'This is how much I hate myself.'
It's never gonna end,
but at least it's not a trend.

sick (of it all)

My body rots
Cause I won't fucking eat
I'm a silent star on the b-roll
I'm a mirror fucking image of no control
Give me an award
I conquered food again
What else is better in life than to purge my pain?
If I cut, I won't look like that
If I cut, If I cut,
I won't feel like this shit.~

not carpe diem

I sit up all night writing songs for you;
You breathe them in and out but they do nothing for you.
It's hard when I've spent so long creating perfection,
I give up these words just for a simple taste.

back to what was never said

I cannot find a way to describe it
It's there inside; all I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
What would you do, you do, if you knew.~

esa noche en las estrellas me cambió

niña mujer,
no quiero aprovecharme
de tu inocencia y pureza.
{entre los pensamientos que
llamaradas son éstas
y me queman de placer}
mirame bien:
yo soy sólo un niño más.

Si tomo helado siempre vivo en verano.
Mi arma nueva es efectiva
dame tus manos.
Olvida el pasado viviendo el presente.
Mi arma nueva es efectiva, dame tus manos.
Se encierra en si.
Mi asunto es mio.

sinkingship

She's your cocaine
She's got you shaving your legs
You can suck anything
But you know you wanna be me
Put on your make-up boy
You're your favourite stranger
And we all like to watch

So shimmy once and do it again
Bring you sister if you can't handle it
She says control it
Then she says don't control it
Then she says you're controlling
The way she makes you crawl
She's your cocaine, your Exodus laughing
And she knows
What you are

If you want me to
Boy I could lie to you
You don't need one of these to let me inside of you
And is it true
That devils end up like you
Something safe for the picture frame
And is it true
That devils end up like you
So tied up you don't know how she came

She's you cocaine
She's go you shaving your legs
She got you liking mine back
Go me takin it in
Getting mine back
Lasting mine evil
I'm taking me easel
And I"m writing good checks
You sign Price of Darkness
Try squire of dimness
Please don't help me with this ~

breathing out all my rainbows ~

annie, consume me
please take me away.
make me look like the sun & the moon,
shining in the dark with cosmic dust.

Mitomanía

En mis sueños. Allí soy hermosa e inteligente, nadie puede ganarme; no hay límites ni barreras: todo lo puedo. Omnipotente, en mis sueños lo soy.

jugando a ser invisible

a ver quién soy hoy. cada personaje no se distingue del otro, por más que alguno intente permanecer. ya no me importa. tengo hambre, tengo calor. quiero poder dormir de una vez. ¿por qué me hago esto? sí, ya se, es necesario. sino no sería yo. pero.. si ni sé quien soy.

this needy useless forgetting one ~

undergo

Let me awake from the bed of fainted leaves
bliss or obsession, turning back to the start of it all
A dusty chain and I'm trapped in here by the silence of illusion.
Ruin me green essence.
Pretend not to know me, then you wouldn't regret
when you find out all of my pestilent insides.

collapse~

who have i become?

taste it.
then you waste it, throw it all away.

x

aren't we the perfect mess.-