show me the way ~

At times so self destructive
With no intent or motive
But behind this emotion,
There lies a sensible heart.

out of touch, are we out of time?

So I'll hit the pavement
it's gotta be better than waiting
and pushing you far away
cause I'm scared.
So I'll take my chances
and head on my way up there.
'Cause turning to you
is like falling in love when you're ten.

we all need to find our way

well nothing feels real anymore
i'm not taking my time anymore
to show you how i feel
to show you who i am
cause it's locked away.

lostfoundbroken

'Annie, today I went outside and in the snow in the courtyard outside my dorm I built a replica of my childhood monster and wished you were with me. My snow monster was pure and white and guiltless, and I looked at it, Annie, and it struck me that it can never turn black and ugly like the monster of my childhood, because what is guiltless about it is what it is, not necessarily what it does. Even if sometimes what it does is bad, or cowardly, or foolish, it itself is still okay, not evil. It can be good, and brave, and wise, as long as it goes on trying. And then, Annie, I tore the monster down, and wished again that you were with me ...'

road

Now I’m passing every street light with ease
the street signs are much too dark
to even pretend I’ve been here before
where is your hand to guide me close by mine
not a dead end no, not this.
This road goes for miles with no sign
will she be waiting to pull me off to the side.-

you must follow your heart

sometimes i wish i could feel nothing at all,
but this face shows the pain that remains
from my insecuties, my failures and my disdain.

i'm still here

Please tell me what is taking place,
Cause I can't seem to find a trace,
Guess it must've got erased somehow,
Probably cause I always forget,
Everytime someone tells me their name,
It's always gotta be the same.

from now on

But I don't really even care if I'm alone now,
and I don't even give a damn about falling in love,
my body burning by my heavy heart of stone now,
and I don't really give a damn about falling in love.

Juliet&Juliet

If I may trust the flattering truth of sleep,
My dreams presage some joyful news at hand:
My bosom's lord sits lightly in his throne;
And all this day an unaccustom'd spirit
Lifts me above the ground with cheerful thoughts.
I dreamt my lady came and found me dead--
Strange dream, that gives a dead man leave
to think!--
And breathed such life with kisses in my lips,
That I revived, and was an emperor.
Ah me! how sweet is love itself possess'd,
When but love's shadows are so rich in joy!

Standchen

Softly goes my song's entreaty
Through the night to thee.
In the silent wots I wait thee.
Come, my love, to me...

3 months ♡

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I don't know about you, but to me it feels like being alone.-

corpus iuris civilis

"Mis primeros meses como vampiro fueron una orgía. Cada vez que me cobraba una víctima, sentía una emoción más intensa, más alucinante y deliciosa que la anterior. El mero hecho de contemplar un cuello desnudo me provocaba tal excitación que me convertía en una bestia, incapaz de razonar o contenerme. Cuando abría los ojos en la fría y pétrea oscuridad, imaginaba carne humana. La sentía en mis manos, la deseaba, y la noche no ofrecía para mí más aliciente que el poder apoderarme de una víctima propiciatoria que satisfaciera mi ansia."