all of my expectations

Let me show you the world, yet no living thing would ever be as beautiful as you are. I'll surrender to you, my dear. Entertained no thoughts of failure; just the idea of being next to you hand in hand keeps me awake every night. ~ teamogf ♡

as much as I do

I love you like a sickness and its cure together. Yes, like rain and sun, like cold and heat.

what's left to catch but the fear of letting go?

Bite down. The stress get harder now, the mood is let down. Let it play for the last time, take this last second to know who's walking out.-

as your voice fades.-

I hope the stars still spell out your name where you are

~

pray for you, pray to see you soon.-

i forgot what your lips taste like.

- I don't break hearts, I just dent them

The days begin to kill,
It's all in your eyes,
It's the smell of your smoke perfume.
Soon love turns to lust, then back to
Nothing... nothing. (U)

cuz i'm in love with YOU.

Have I ever told you how good it feels to hold you, It isn't easy to explain & though I'm really tryin' I think I may start cryin', my heart can't wait an other day. When you kiss me I just gotta say: Baby, I love you, come on baby. Baby I love, I love only you. I can't live without you, I love everything about you, I can't help it if I feel this way. Oh I'm so glad I found you, I want my arms around you, I love to hear you call my name. Oh tell me that you feel the same. Baby, I love you ♥ ~ 9/10 - 9/12 C+L.

burst into tears of blood.-

I'm destined to wait. And that's what I'm going to do, just wait.. for you ~

iwannadisappear~

sin fiesta, sin reci, sin corazon, sin vida, sin nada. realmente merezco esto? no lo se, pero ya no lo soporto {desperate times, desperate measures} sí, no me queda otra. tengo qe salir de acá si no quiero volverme como ellos y si qiero vivir la vida. necesito tener la esperanza de qe todo esto va a mejorar, i voi a poder estar con vos, finalmente {crossing our fingers for the summer} por mas qe tenga qe sacrificar lo qe sea, no me importa at all.-

what we have is shattered faith

need you here with me ~

searching for the key of progression

quiero salir de mi mente. jugar en el pasado, no pensar en el futuro. el presente me atrapa, me encierra en el recuerdo de lo que alguna vez fue lo ideal. si pudiera ser libre, si tan sólo no tuviera que preocuparme por ser presionada una y otra vez. todo depende de mí; tengo que entender eso, y prepararme para enfrentar mis miedos. como si todo fuera producto de mi i m a g i n a c i o n ~

we know not enough for us.-

The sunrise compelleth me
because she's sunrise and I see therefore then I love thee ~

tower over me ~

basta de obstáculos, no tiene que ser así. no es justo, quiero sentir que estas conmigo. × ~

I know this will be temporary ;

Waiting, when I'm waiting. I've been here before, and I don't care where I'm going so I'll be, waiting. I'll tell you once more that, as long as you're gone then I'll stay...Outside there's no place I can hide and your "down time" ss anything but right. When the winds rise this storm won't subside, you'll be outside I'm in here and I'll guard. ♡ ~

save you, i'll save you.

The nights get lonely
and all I have left is a memory of you.
I tried to say this
but now there's nothing left for me to do
and I've never been one to brag.

Please don't go, just stay
I watched with tears in my eyes as you walked away.
Miss your voice, and your touch
and if I told you I loved you could that be enough? ~

live and let live.

i can't take this anymore. it's always the same. why can't you people accept us just the way we are? we're not gonna change anyway. really, it's compretetly natural. we're not sick, we're not in the 'wrong way'. it's a lifestyle, a feeling.. just love. so, let us be. we just wanna be happy, we just wanna be proud of ourselves.


LuhRainbow ~

kissesintherain;

dark turned into light :') love you so much, gf of mine ♥ ~

and tonight..

are you giving up? please, give me a sign. cause i can't fell you close to me, don't make this just a memory.

emotionless

será verdad que no se lo que quiero? o será todo pura casualidad? siento que no puedo seguir, todo lo que puedo hacer es preguntarme si algo vale la pena. tantas malas experiencias qe ya ni se si quiero seguir sufriendo por lo que sea. basta, no puedo. será qe necesito cambiar algo? ya ni me importa.

it's all about broken memories.

"We try so hard to understand our own lives. But its not until we just let go do we realize what's right."

siempre fui tan ciega, no percibo lo qe pasa a mi alrededor. aunquue qiero cerrar los ojos y volver a empezar. duele que las cosas no salgan como uno las espera. nunca quise lastimarte. ya no sé que es real y que imagino, no puedo detenerme. pasan por mi mente tantas distancias infinitas que nunca serán concretas. por más qe quiera, o no. qué espero? qué siento? por qué lloro? no entiendo. nunca se termina de cerrar una historia. lo pasado permanece inmovil en mi mente, tratando de revivir. la angustia no me sirve de nada, el olvido no es mi fuerte. no qiero pensar mas, no qiero esforzarme para ser mejor, no qiero ser ni estar. NO.

miss you :(

I wanna feel the way you make me feel when I'm with you. I wanna be the only hand you need to hold on to. But everytime I call you don't have time, I guess I'll never get to call you mine ~

such a brilliant star you are ★;

I'm so far gone now I been running on empty
I'm so far gone now, do you wanna take me on? ♥ ~

fuck off

- That this place is an enemy, full of harsh words & hearsay. and if this city were to go down in flames would you think to blow it out? with such a weak breath or run about the streets. run about the streets, crying confusion. I stumbled when I saw your intention, I screamed "from my eyes flow compassion for you!" hoping words could, hoping words could move you. ~

metanse en su vida i dejenme tranqila, grr .-.

addiction ;

te amo demasiado, no puedo dejar de pensar en vos ni un solo fuckin segundo i qiero tenerte conmigo todo el tiempo :'( esta espera me esta matando, pero se qe cuando te vea va a valer la pena. tan lindos recuerdos tuyos pasan por mi mente *-* es qe me haces feliz.

mi amor, mi todo, mi Clara ♥ ~

time to change ~

es hora de cambiar, crecer, aceptar mis errores y aprender de ellos.

aren't we a perfect mess.

Well, well, well with a woman like you who needs to get out of bed
Well, well, well with a woman like you who needs to have any friends
Come whisper in my ear a secret so profound I'll forget to write it down
Now I'm left here with, the memory of the best and worst thing I'll ever love ~

i'm yours

When I'm with you, I melt inside. oh, now it's just you & I ~ love you .

thinking of you.

I've been watching you from a distance
The distance sees through your disguise
All I want from you is your hurting
I want to heal you I want to save you from the dark.

Give unto me your troubles
I'll endure your suffering
Place onto me your burden
I'll drink your deadly poison.

Why should I care if they hurt you
Somehow it matters more to me
Than if I were hurting myself
Save you, I'll save you.

Fear not the flame of my love's candle
Let it be the sun in your world of darkness
Give unto me all that frightens you
I'll have your nightmares for you
If you sleep soundly. ~

could spend the rest of my days right here ♥.-

let's go dance around in the rain
don't pay any attention to the people staring from inside
we'll leave all our cares behind ~

love you so fukin much ♥

come on & hold me still

~

I'll still dream of brighter days.

hoy me siento solo sin ganas de levantarme
me siento vacio creo que algo me falta
intento y no puedo sacarte de mi mente
y pensar en el momento en que nos encontremos los dos.
recuerdo el momento en que nos conocimos
¿quien hubiese dicho qe todo terminaria asi?
y estando juntos sabemos que la pasamos bien
pensa en lo bueno y nuevo que puede suceder.
lo unico que quiero es estar a tu lado
y dormir contigo para que soñemos juntos
si te llamo es porque me interesas mas que nadie
eres tu el angel que el corazon me ha robado .-

esa cancion es tan cursi n__n' lastima qe hayan sacado el video .-. sabado ♥ ~

falling apart.

Exhausted.

Drained.

Darkness.

Spinning.

Noises.

Voices?

... A blur fuzzy at the edges. Focusing.

so not ok

definitivamente no estoy de humor hoy. im so overwhelmed. ya no se qe qe hacer con las tareas, los examenes, los parciales.. es mucha presion. obviamente, there's so much more than that. todos me presionan, no puedo ser perfecta. qisiera poder irme a cualqier otro lado donde no tendria qe aguantar toda esta mierda. sin medios de comunicacion, sin gente para juzgarme ni decirme qe soy tal cosa o tal otra. soy como soy, get over it. pero bueno, no puedo abandonar todo y listo. por eso siempre termino recurriendo a lo mismo, aunqe se qe no esta bien. podria practicamente remplazarlo por un hombro en el cual llorar, pero no es suficiente. ahora no tengo mucho qe perder, pero es solo el principio de todo lo qe voy a vivir. espero qe se ponga mejor con el tiempo, y qe algo de lo qe hago funcione para no tener qe actuar tragicamente tan seguido. ~

you're worth it.-

I’m tugging at my hair
I’m pulling at my clothes
I’m trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I’m staring at my feet
My checks are turning red
I’m searching for the words inside my head
Cause I’m feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you’re worth it
You’re worth it, yeah
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I’m wishing my life away
With these things I’ll never say ~


ninakupenda ♥

im so lame

In the car I just can't wait
to pick you up on our very first date
Is it cool if I hold your hand?
Is it wrong if I think it's lame to dance?
Do you like my stupid hair?
Would you guess that I didn't know what to wear?
I'm too scared of what you think
You make me nervous so I really can't eat
Let's go, don't wait, this night's almost over
Honest, let's make this night last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever
When you smile, I melt inside
I'm not worthy for a minute of your time
I really wish it was only me and you
I'm jealous of everybody in the room
Please don't look at me with those eyes
Please don't hint that you're capable of lies
I dread the thought of our very first kiss
A target that i'm probably gonna miss ~ ♥

jueves *-*

do you feel the pressure?

Here's a thought, if you're willing to listen.
I only tell the truth of the feelings I'm given.
Can you hear me now?
Listen.
Whispers in the rain.
Listen.
Don't push love away, you know you do.
It's all we have.
It's a chore holding onto a vision.
Don't leave her high and dry.
She's the one you'll be missing.
Can you hear me now?
Listen.
Whispers in the rain, while you're awake.
Don't push love away, you know you do.
It's all we have.
I hate to think hesitation is a burden.
A bittersweet design for a lesson you're learning.
She's crying.
Can you feel me now this time?
Whispers in the rain, lying awake.
Don't push love away, you know you do.
It's all we have.

all that i need

There is always so much distance
can't but feel it somehow
And you have never ever felt it
like you feel it right now
I'm closing off inside
& it is only just starting
But you can't be close enough
unless I'm feeling your heart beat.-

it ends tonight.-

it's the last song that i waste on you.
this time, I really mean it ~

trust me, I will

As soon as I know how I fell inside,
I'll do something about it.
But right now I'm not sure ~

can you hear me screaming?

do you miss our times?
cause I just can't stand this,
loneliness is taking over me .-

and through it all

por mas qe lo intente, no puedo olvidarte. no dejo de amarte. no entiendo porqe lo hiciste. podriamos haber tenido la relacion perfecta, despues de todo ese tiempo qe compartimos y disfrutamos juntas. por mas qe pretenda qe ya no me importas, no puedo seguir engañandome. se qe daria todo por volver a tenerte. pero se qe estas feliz ahora con el, o por lo menos eso demostras. no creo qe te haga falta tanto como vos a mi. no tendria qe haberte perdonado por destruir nuestra amistad sin importar todo lo qe sufri. pero no puedo, sos demasiado para mi como para dejarte ir ~

oh, why me

please, give me strenght cause i don't fell it's worth it.
show me i have my reasons to stay in here
all i do is asking myself why
& refusing to believe i'll do it right for once.

worst case scenario ~

as we delete our existance
consequences come
i feel today will never end,
but nothing's what it seems.
betrayal can take our souls
never looking back

you turn away from everything
no matter what i've been though,
no matter what we've been.
there's no happy ending,
not for me.

i wonder if you have forgotten
the sweet memories of yesterday
this shattered heart tells the story
of all you lost for your sudden urge
just couldn't wait

oh you turn away from everything
no matter what i've been though,
no matter what we've been.
there's no happy ending,
not for me.

you're gone, i fall to pieces
how could you go?
just pick up the pieces.-

again & again

siempre termino igual. no sé como llegué hasta éste punto. creo qe no tiene sentido seguir intentando. siempre pongo todo mi esfuerzo, pero nunca es suficiente. siempre hay alguien más qe es mucho mejor qe yo, obviamente. no tengo otra alternativa, tengo qe seguir asi. sola y fria, así por siempre. aunqe podría intentarlo, estás muy lejos, o no te merezco, o sos igual a mí. qe más da. no tiene sentido seguir lastimandome por algo qe nunca va a ser real, aceptémoslo. no es facil, nunca lo va a ser. hay muchas cosas en juego, y mucho qe nunca voy a poder lograr porqe siempre termino fallando.