Vulnerabilidad

As the dark has no light,
and silence is wordless
there's no 'I' in 'we'.

As if it were a fairytale

Come to me, now I can see:
there's nothing that could change the way I used to be.
I realised this heart of mine won't let me down,
if only in dreams I could make you mine till the end of times.

Stick it out

siempre eligiendo el camino más largo, conflictivo e insatisfactorio-
pero después de todo es mi camino, mi decisión, mi vida.

Cyanide

She stared at the floor and said:
'This is how much I hate myself.'
It's never gonna end,
but at least it's not a trend.

nuclear sunrise

picture us in this perfect setting.
(in the end, it's all i've ever asked for)

stop & think

a suspicious nature,
coming through the end of the world
now she knows how to bleed.
nothing really matters
if you stay awake, darling.

in a place where making sense is overrated
do you to think that everyone will request a glance?
help out those boys misled into tragedies
so long agony, she said.

collapse~

breathing out all my rainbows ~

annie, consume me
please take me away.
make me look like the sun & the moon,
shining in the dark with cosmic dust.

jugando a ser invisible

a ver quién soy hoy. cada personaje no se distingue del otro, por más que alguno intente permanecer. ya no me importa. tengo hambre, tengo calor. quiero poder dormir de una vez. ¿por qué me hago esto? sí, ya se, es necesario. sino no sería yo. pero.. si ni sé quien soy.

this needy useless forgetting one ~

undergo

Let me awake from the bed of fainted leaves
bliss or obsession, turning back to the start of it all
A dusty chain and I'm trapped in here by the silence of illusion.
Ruin me green essence.
Pretend not to know me, then you wouldn't regret
when you find out all of my pestilent insides.

collapse~

all of my expectations

Let me show you the world, yet no living thing would ever be as beautiful as you are. I'll surrender to you, my dear. Entertained no thoughts of failure; just the idea of being next to you hand in hand keeps me awake every night. ~ teamogf ♡

burst into tears of blood.-

I'm destined to wait. And that's what I'm going to do, just wait.. for you ~

searching for the key of progression

quiero salir de mi mente. jugar en el pasado, no pensar en el futuro. el presente me atrapa, me encierra en el recuerdo de lo que alguna vez fue lo ideal. si pudiera ser libre, si tan sólo no tuviera que preocuparme por ser presionada una y otra vez. todo depende de mí; tengo que entender eso, y prepararme para enfrentar mis miedos. como si todo fuera producto de mi i m a g i n a c i o n ~

live and let live.

i can't take this anymore. it's always the same. why can't you people accept us just the way we are? we're not gonna change anyway. really, it's compretetly natural. we're not sick, we're not in the 'wrong way'. it's a lifestyle, a feeling.. just love. so, let us be. we just wanna be happy, we just wanna be proud of ourselves.


LuhRainbow ~

and tonight..

are you giving up? please, give me a sign. cause i can't fell you close to me, don't make this just a memory.

emotionless

será verdad que no se lo que quiero? o será todo pura casualidad? siento que no puedo seguir, todo lo que puedo hacer es preguntarme si algo vale la pena. tantas malas experiencias qe ya ni se si quiero seguir sufriendo por lo que sea. basta, no puedo. será qe necesito cambiar algo? ya ni me importa.

it's all about broken memories.

"We try so hard to understand our own lives. But its not until we just let go do we realize what's right."

siempre fui tan ciega, no percibo lo qe pasa a mi alrededor. aunquue qiero cerrar los ojos y volver a empezar. duele que las cosas no salgan como uno las espera. nunca quise lastimarte. ya no sé que es real y que imagino, no puedo detenerme. pasan por mi mente tantas distancias infinitas que nunca serán concretas. por más qe quiera, o no. qué espero? qué siento? por qué lloro? no entiendo. nunca se termina de cerrar una historia. lo pasado permanece inmovil en mi mente, tratando de revivir. la angustia no me sirve de nada, el olvido no es mi fuerte. no qiero pensar mas, no qiero esforzarme para ser mejor, no qiero ser ni estar. NO.

can you hear me screaming?

do you miss our times?
cause I just can't stand this,
loneliness is taking over me .-

oh, why me

please, give me strenght cause i don't fell it's worth it.
show me i have my reasons to stay in here
all i do is asking myself why
& refusing to believe i'll do it right for once.

worst case scenario ~

as we delete our existance
consequences come
i feel today will never end,
but nothing's what it seems.
betrayal can take our souls
never looking back

you turn away from everything
no matter what i've been though,
no matter what we've been.
there's no happy ending,
not for me.

i wonder if you have forgotten
the sweet memories of yesterday
this shattered heart tells the story
of all you lost for your sudden urge
just couldn't wait

oh you turn away from everything
no matter what i've been though,
no matter what we've been.
there's no happy ending,
not for me.

you're gone, i fall to pieces
how could you go?
just pick up the pieces.-