10.2.09

who have i become?

taste it.
then you waste it, throw it all away.

x

aren't we the perfect mess.-

c o n c e n t r i c a l

I want to be fit to take your breath and exhale a resolution
I want to be fit to sing along with a pair of sunset lungs
where do you walk, where do I taste the wind behind you
I lose my vail in hopes that you will stare right trough me4~

luvyouMORE (':


3.2.09

make it worth my time


It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep

Tough we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes you so hard to stay
Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way.



1.2.09

I once was lost but now am profound

I'd be a lying man if I said that "Everything was fine,"
But sometimes lying's really the truth in disguise.
I've come to find my heart isn't right with my soul
Two different loves with a similar glow

I'm two steps away from my subtle smooth escape.
And opportunity is knocking on my door
I call in sick today
I regret all my mistakes
And opportunity is knocking on my door

What a mess I become
I'm not sure if I'm the right one
It’s not just me; it’s my whole generation.